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   工作的压力已经使我透不过气来,每天的工作让我的头绪无从整理,每天都感觉很乱,很没有方向感.也许跟我的工作职位有关系吧,我是做外贸业务跟单的,但其实就是个名副其实的业务员,最不顺心的就是不知道如何正确开展工作,很多有点眉目的客户都在网上问过价钱之后不了了之,完全没有下单的意愿,都说在等客户消息,久而久之,我就对这类问价的客户失去信心,按照经理的指点,慢慢学会如何无辨别客户的诚意度,这样一来就大大提高了工作效率,但是却发现自己懒惰了不少,难道老油条就是这样培养出来的?我真的想从其他方面来突破业务,但是却没有一点头绪,最近的电话营销途径也效果不怎么好，经理叫我们反省一下方法之类的,但是我还是对业务摸不着头脑.惟有见步行步了.

   再有就是生活的经济问题了,底薪就这么一千元,除了房租和必要开销,我这几个月都是靠借钱过日子的,最苦闷的就是现在了,口袋里只剩下十多元,离发工资又还有十天,都不知道还要不要吃饭了,向朋友借钱是没可能的了,我的脸皮本来就不厚,加上现在据我了解是没几个朋友是比较富有的,都在喊穷.我天天都在叹生活艰难,都不知道接下来该怎么过日子,没钱真的不行,但是怎么就让我碰到穷成这样的日子呢?

   也罢,反正过多一个月又可以去读本科了,好在是专升本成功了,可以再当一次学生.经过这次的工作经历,我会好好总结之后的求职和途径的,至少不会再走这次毕业的弯路了吧.另外，就是希望在接下来读书的日子里找份好的兼职,不想再继续叫家里人扶持了,我已经不小了,要学会养自己啊.夜了,希望自己做个好梦,让困难滚一边吧,我要快乐地面对我遇到的挑战,见多了就习惯了,没什么大不了的,要跟自己说:"加油!"

   晚安!

      It was several weeks ago,25th December ,to be exact.It's been the most exciting night i'd exprienced when watching a show,because it's the first time i'd been to a show on the spot.I thought a lot through the event,i had mixed emotions,it got me to a higher level of thinking.

      The full name of the show was "Guang Dong2006 International Tourism and Culture Festival PPRT Tourism Promotion Convention".It's a long name,isn't it?But i could feel the cultural flavour,it was about the celebration of tourism development,a nice moment for awarding years' efforts.

      The programes were going on with dancing and singing,there were mostly about group performances,being full of harmony and excitement.The audiences were enthusiastic and geting extremely excited time and time again.The moment mean most to me,i have to say ,was the presence of Chenglong,the fomous movie star.He was given a heartly and warmly welcome by all his fans,i was lucky enough to be one of them.I shouted at his name at the top of my voice,although he was a long distance away from me.I think this is what so-called "celebrity effect".

      How i wish i have been a famous man at that time !So that i have fans admire me,that's the most wonderful thing in the world,being known and judged as authority.An impulsion make me make a wish :to be a famous man,and i have to.Then came my goals,along with varied efforts i plan to make.In a word, i can't no longer idle every second in my life ,my dreams are waiting for me to fulfill.For my "star"dream,i will never give up! 

        I've been keeping busy with lots of things these months,too busy to keep everything in order.Resuems are waiting to be finished,but turned out to be not  satisfatory ones,hours have to be spent to make them perfect;homeworks is to be done to meet  "deadlines";kinds of examinations are approching ,waiting for us to get authorized certificates  for decent jobs;and still some trivial matters that have to be done before leaving school are around me....

       I just handling them without a break,i am thankful i didn't have nightmares.I can tell that every peer student is all nerves,by their expressions and behaviors,as they are no longer be active to answer teachers'questions,for they are thinking things outside the clssroom,or they  don't even care wheather they can get anything else from school since what really matters in their eyes is how they can make a living after enter the society several months later;and many of them just gossiped the interviews they experienced during the class time,being worried and confused about roads to choose.

      It seems i am not alone in feeling busy.But i have my ways to deal with them .I keep telling myself don't brother with such trifles,everything can be done at last,just have everything has its place,keeping doing one by one ,with order of importance,good time management is what i need most,as well as positive emotions.Take things easy."life is easy,"as a stange forergner once told me.Lerning this,i  can take  everyting easy even if something uneasy comes up,because we are easy at heart,i believe things will work out with my unremitting efforts!